I Wonder . . .

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Do you dream about me while you’re sleeping? I think about you in every way.
Do you know how much I miss you? I always see your face…

I hear you in my thoughts and you visit me in my dreams, I wish I knew what all of this means.

My heart has a hole the size of your heart, will this pain ever go away?

Thinking about all of the good times, wishing we could make more.

Holding on tight to the moments we shared, but it still doesn’t feel like enough, this is so rough.

I fear that I’ll never feel whole again… but I know that that isn’t true…

There’s no way one can experience love to this magnitude and it not be used…

What am I supposed to gain? What’s the lesson that’s supposed to be learned?…

Thank you for your visits, they keep me sane… I still hold on to the memories and pictures to ease the pain.

They give me peace, your presence warms my heart every time that we meet.

I don’t know what I would do without the time we spend, no worrying, no cares, just laughter fun times and joy.

Memories.

One day I will move on. I’m glad God lets me know you’re okay…
I appreciate the time that we spend even know that you’re gone…

Always and forever you will have a reserved and special place in my heart, no matter the distance time or space or worlds we are apart.

I’m just so thankful, humbled and at peace that our paths were blessed to cross, there is nothing but a lesson, love and richness, a love gained despite the loss.

Rest in peace my love!!!

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